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I feel very bad when I’m received his SMS, suddenly very moody. He said he is missing me, I think at this moment maybe that's true but he can tell the same thing to the other which mean I’m nothing. Just a piece of memories that can easily replace by the other. Who I’m? I’m nothing...
That day he didn’t go to work. Winnie and I started to chat on something about him. From the conversation, I realize that I’m not the special one for him. He tell the same thing with Winnie, he call Winnie and I with a same nickname.
I’m jealous. I’m not the only one who gets his attention. No one will treat me as special, because I’m nothing…
Like what I felt before, she told me that I’m her best friend. She knows no one but me. Right on that moment, I believe, we are who we are. I thought we will keep our friendships as long as we live.
One year later, we in different classes. We can’t sit together and chat on anymore. The only time we are together is before the class start or during the break time. She went to school early in the morning by van. From my home to school just take me 15 minutes, I used to go to school right on time. But, to accompany her, I will wake up 5 in the morning and wish to have breakfast with her. We do having break time together, I will wait outside her class every time.
But don’t know start from when? There is someone else between us. She never waits for me. If I’m late, I have to search for her in the crowd. They sit close together, they having the same topic, they having their little girl secret. Although I stand in front of her, she will never see me. She doesn’t need me anymore.
I’m jealous. Before that, whenever you face a problem, you will think of me, but now is someone else. Before that, whenever you found something excited, you will share with me, but now is become the secret between you and her. Before that, whenever you feel alone, you will call me in the night, but now my phone won’t get your call.
That’s my place, but now you give it to her. When she is not, you back to me. Who I am, for you? Or maybe I should ask, what am I, for you?
When you need me, I always be your side. When I need you, where are you?
飘
That day he didn’t go to work. Winnie and I started to chat on something about him. From the conversation, I realize that I’m not the special one for him. He tell the same thing with Winnie, he call Winnie and I with a same nickname.
I’m jealous. I’m not the only one who gets his attention. No one will treat me as special, because I’m nothing…
Like what I felt before, she told me that I’m her best friend. She knows no one but me. Right on that moment, I believe, we are who we are. I thought we will keep our friendships as long as we live.
One year later, we in different classes. We can’t sit together and chat on anymore. The only time we are together is before the class start or during the break time. She went to school early in the morning by van. From my home to school just take me 15 minutes, I used to go to school right on time. But, to accompany her, I will wake up 5 in the morning and wish to have breakfast with her. We do having break time together, I will wait outside her class every time.
But don’t know start from when? There is someone else between us. She never waits for me. If I’m late, I have to search for her in the crowd. They sit close together, they having the same topic, they having their little girl secret. Although I stand in front of her, she will never see me. She doesn’t need me anymore.
I’m jealous. Before that, whenever you face a problem, you will think of me, but now is someone else. Before that, whenever you found something excited, you will share with me, but now is become the secret between you and her. Before that, whenever you feel alone, you will call me in the night, but now my phone won’t get your call.
That’s my place, but now you give it to her. When she is not, you back to me. Who I am, for you? Or maybe I should ask, what am I, for you?
When you need me, I always be your side. When I need you, where are you?
飘
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